it felt as if the enemies ruled the world. Feels so vulnerable towards what we cant control. I feel kinda tired now. I think im blessed - dad just called to say the police found something that belongs to me, I think its my wallet, the one i lost last month :)
" Do you ever get that feeling where you don’t want to talk to anybody? You don’t want to smile and you don’t want to fake being happy but at the same time you don’t know exactly what’s wrong either, there isn’t a way to explain it to someone who doesn’t already understand. If you could want anything in the world it would be to be alone. People have stopped being comforting and being alone never was. At least when you’re alone no one constantly asks you what’s wrong and there isn’t anyone who won’t take “I don’t know” for an answer. you feel the way you do just because. you hope the feeling will pass soon and that you will be able to be yourself again, but until then all you can do is wait. "
I think I lost my popular card, again. I just got a replacement one 3 weeks ago, alright that is very depressing. Felt a little happier today, because I saw the messages which 3E peeps wrote at the side of the class photo, some of it (like pekkhoon’s!) made my day. Getting treats - thankyou huang laoshi, mr tan and mr ng! :") Talking to ht and kimberly made me better too, I wasn’t the only one feeling pms that night. :D Bballed with some of 3e girls. Brainstorming retarded names with Ah teng and Carissa was funny, Spunktards we are, spunkbeats we play. HAHAHA. Cant believe that the thing I dread the most is going to come true.
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Ah, happy belated birthday Xinzhe! Happy birthday Francis :)
C'me to think of it, maybe I should have done that.
Life's a bit tiring I guess. Sometimes rather meaningless. I can never please everyone, I know that, but why do I still try so hard to do so. My arm aches like mad right now, every little force I apply hurts my arm and I have no idea why, so weird. Feeling a lot more pms nowadays, but holidays are coming so I should be happy, yes no?
Went over to Yiting's for a baking session a few days ago. Was frigging hilarious! I kinda forgot what we were laughing over about, maybe because half of two trays of cookies were burnt hmm. Well it was still a success because her dad said our cake was nice, irresistable muahaha. And then i rushed over to bpp cause i thought i was going to be super late for the 6L dinner but turned out i wasnt. Details are boring so anyway we went to kfc and laughed over really crazy and stupid stuffs. Friday was (Y). Screamed like mad over the games and laughed till my stomach hurt real bad. LOL we didnt know any of the cheers and we just screamed even before the cheer finished. (Y)(Y)(Y)
Went to get new uniforms ytd with Hsiaotien and Lihui, then met up with Cher to play badminton. Had fun laughing at breathless cherie and shouting "CAO" and "NOOB" at Hsiaotien because she is! And then we were like "Hey let's go swimming" So we ended up in Cher condo's pool floating around and singing "I believe I can fly~" Went into the sauna and we didnt dare to close the door in case we end up like those in final destination HAHAHA. Pictures next time.
I just need something to happen, I need a sign that things are going to change for the better, a reason to go on. I need some hope in all the things I do, and to search for a purpose.
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People gotta really stop saying I put lipstick because I feel pathetic, that my lips are swollen but is seen as "lipstick" to other people .__. LOL some skin allergy kinda thing, and I wonder why out of all places, my lips.
Was laughing like some madass with Yiting at first (because of LOL)and then with Carissa during the stock market game till my jaws felt really sore, now you know who to NOT look for when buying stocks or anything for that matter. OUR STOCK MARKET CRASHED TWICE, now how's that!
Behold Latecomers with their latest song, Last Few Minutes,
Lyrics and Music by Yiting and Kimyee. HEEHAW.
Mutang walked to me today and said "Kimyee, how come when you smile i cant see your eyes?"
LOL. I will smile like this next time 8-)
I need to note down over the things I laughed at everyday.
I just remembered another one,
Mr Jason Wong : "The most cruel thing to eat is a chicken omelette"
WHY?!
Go figure!
I think I laughed at more stuffs than that but I cant remember.
Oh. I said Ms Lee was hawt :)
'Cause all the best adjectives were used up alrdy.
lol i seriously have no idea what to do and how to think, is it because we never ask, or is it just that. i am just going to pray hard, pray silently that everything will turn out okay. i dont know how else to help.
Today we had a mini 3e class outing, went to safra kbox at first but because it was so expensive we rushed to clementi for it instead HAHAHA. The people were Yiting Claire Fiona Tseyin Paola Jacky Shaun ErnChuen Xinzhe Xumeng. After that had dinner with Tseyin Claire Shaun Jacky ErnChuen LOL super funny. Played truth or dare and got scolded by some random person for being noisy in public.
I thought this would be interesting though may not be accurate or true, saved this in my drafts so since I have nothing to post I shall dump this here as entertainment if you are bored.
This weekend: Class outing, exco mtg, fix phone, settle library fines, watch movies/drama series recommended by yiting/carissa HAHA zibi kia :")
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1. The end of the world is coming, if you can save only one kind of animal, which one will you pick? a. Rabbit b. Sheep c. Deer d. Horse
2. If you had to be an animal which one would you choose? a. Dog b. Cat c. Horse d. Snake
3. If you have the power to make one species disappear forever, which one will that be? a. Lion b. Snake c. Crocodile d. Shark
4. If one of the following animals could speak which would you prefer it to be? a. Sheep b. Horse c. Rabbit d. Bird
5. On an isolated island you can only have one of the following as your companion, which one would you choose? a. Human b. Pig c. Cow d. Bird
6. If you had the ability to tame all animals, which would you prefer as a pet? a. Dinosaur b. White tiger c. Polar bear d. Leopard
7. If you could be an animal for five minutes which of the following would you prefer to be?a. Lion b. Cat c. Horse d. Pigeon
Analysis 1. Your choice represents the personality of the person you would be attracted to in real life situation. a. Rabbit - Cold as ice on the outside, but warm inside. b. Sheep - Obedient and warm. c. Deer - Elegant and well-mannered. d. Horse - Unbridled, free-spirited and free
2. Your choice represents the impression that you would like to give to your partner. a. Dog - Loyal and faithful. b. Cat - Stylish c. Horse - Optimistic d. Snake - Flexible
3. Your choice represents the behavior that would cause you to break up with your partner. a. Lion - Your partner's arrogance and authoritative behavior. b. Snake - Your partner is too emotional and moody and you don't know how to please him/her. c. Crocodile - Your partner's ruthlessness. d. Shark - Your partner's insecurity.
4. Your choice represents the kind of relationship that you would like to build with your partner. a. Sheep - You both know what the other person is thinking without saying a word. b. Horse - Both of you should be able to talk about everything and anything with no secrets kept. c. Rabbit - A relationship that makes you feel warm and always in love. d. Bird - A long-lasting relationship.
5. Your choice shows whether you are capable of cheating on your partner. a. Human - Probably not. b. Pig - You can't resist desire and lust so you are likely to cheat. c. Cow - You are tolerant and you will try very hard not to do it. d. Bird - You don't like to make commitments and are likely to cheat.
6. Your choice represents your views about marriage. a. Dinosaur - You are quite pessimistic and you don't think happy marriages exist anymore nowadays. b. White tiger - You think marriage is something precious, once you get married, you'll treasure it and your partner very much. c. Polar bear - You are afraid of marriage, you think it would take away your freedom. d. Leopard - You always wanted to get married, but in fact, you don't know what it's all about.
7. Your choice represents your views about love at this present moment. a. Lion - You always thirst for love, you can do anything for it, but you won't fall for it easily. b. Cat - You are quite self-centered; you think of love as something you can get and trash anytime you want. c. Horse - You don't want to be tied by a steady relationship, you just want to flirt. d. Pigeon - You think of love as a commitment for both parties.
I think I am just having serious pms, or something worse than that. Somedays I feel like I own the world and am really happy but somedays I feel so lousy I wanna bang onto the wall. Today's one of the many days I feel like banging into the wall. So many what ifs racing through my mind like crazy, I really dread everything that is going to happen and I pray they wont.
Other than that the previous days were the best: Ikea, vivo, chewy junior bugis, far east, kbox with sexayes. Numerous band meetings with the excos, and today spent time with kimberly. Life's great with people whom you love around you, I hope it stays the way it is.
A story says what body part you wash first relates to your personality.
HAIR Those who wash their hair first are the artistic type. Daydreaming is your hobby but you can achieve what most other people cannot. Dedication is lacking but you will work tirelessly towards goals which are to your liking. Money is not important to you. Friends are but only intellectuals and fellow artistic types. You make the best lover as you are most willing to explore and please your partner. Talent is your main strength. Your best partner in life will be those who chose chest.
CHEST Those who wash their chest first are the practical type. You are straightforward and do not beat around the bush. To you, convenience is of paramount importance. You hate to be distracted when concentrating and are impatient with people who do not see things your way. You’re a good lover and willing to try new things. Your best partner in life will be those who chose hair.
ARMPITS Those who wash their armpits first are dependable and hard working. Generally a very popular person as you are very down to earth and willing to help others. You tend to get yourself into trouble as you cannot tell whether people are genuine towards you. You are the working type with average talent. Your best partner in life will be those who chose shoulders.
FACE To those who wash their face first money is important and you will do anything to get it. Integrity and dignity is not important. You feel that friends are there to be used and life is one big hassle. Other people find it hard to understand you but you are not concerned as to what they think. You are a very self-centered person. You’re an average lover as you tend to be absorbed in self pleasure at the expense of your partner. Your best partner in life will be those who chose other.
SHOULDERS Those who wash their shoulders first are very responsible. You work hard at everything you attempt. People often think you’re stuck up as you tend to spend your time alone. You are very dedicated and make friends for life once others get to know you. Money and power are fairly important to you. You make a faithful lover and tend to be faithful for life. Your best partner in life will be those who chose armpits.
GENITALS Those who wash “other parts” first are very average. Undoubtedly, you have your inner strengths but people find it hard to see. You must learn to be a little bit more adventurous and sell your potential. Deep down, you are a very likeable person with very few faults. However, the key will be to make your strengths stand out and not just hide your weaknesses. You are an average lover. You have great fantasies about different techniques but unfortunately are not brave enough to try them out. Your best partner in life will be those who chose face.
True or false for you? It is kinda interesting though I think most people would wash their hair first? Well, I do.
Hahah it is so amazing, everything about this. Thank you so much! Love you! :)
This week finally passed, and gosh I screwed up math paper 2 today. Nevermind, I think I sorta deserved it for watching FD4 with hsiaotien at my house one day before the paper and though "hey trigo should be well, easy since the equations are given" BUT WELL, obviously I was wrong. But well, really, screw trigo (Y)
Whatever it is, the paper is over and I am so glad Eoys are over! :) At the same time I am not because there's still school and I have to care about stuffs besides my studies again. T-T Life is still depressing.
I found my long lost telepathic twin yesterday, she has been just around me but I didnt realise O: HAHA we ended up laughing like some mad idiots because we kept thinking of the same stuffs and saying it at the same time. Have been seeing her almost everyday for at least 5 hours, and we never get sick of each other (aww..)
NYWAY HAPPY BELATED KWANSHIMIN! you're six now! (inside joke) So yes be more matured okay and we hope you had an awesome birthday! :):):) Felicia told me today that mr imran said we were the kids screaming around in the field and hanging laundry HAHAHAHA. We saw a frigging RAT on the field! Amazing yes? O: I think it was on a mission, like those in G-FORCE the movie...
-following the tune of I'M A BARBIE GIRL-
You're the birthday girl, seven octoberrrr~
Its your birthday, happy birthday!
We can sing a song, or smash cake in your faceeee~ Imagination, its your celebration!
Today I was laughing over some stuffs but I forgot what ):< Whatever it is, IMMA LEFT WITH 5 PAPERS! I will miss the exam period, and you will know why. STILL, EOEOYS. :)
:O I HAVE BEEN MUGGING MATHS GEOG CHEM SINCE 8AM. (Y) AND WILL CONTINUE TO MUG TILL NIGHT TIME. IMMA MUGGER TOAD ^^ SO I BETTER GET As IF NOT… I will go watch The Proposal online now. WAIT, MAYBE IM SURE I WONT GET A! )": So I shall just watch the online movie now, THEN I MUG.
Im going to try that someday on my brother. :") Oh and I think MLIA is My Life Is Awesome!
I was too bored and couldn’t get on to studying, so I browsed through the net and found funny stuffs. And I figured, some of the things I wanna do during the holidays are to bake HAHAHA and plant daisies (if that is even possible) and collect fireflies in a small bottle.
Its always good to dream before exams, keeps you going on.
Hello Hello Hello! Blogger is working on a regular basis now ^^ I am feeling happy because I just found something which i thought i lost (unlucky curse - first my pencil case then my wallet) :D And today my grandma came to stay! Probably long term now, and its great because I havent seen her for a long time alrdy :D
Recently have been mugging and mugging and more mugging, so life is really boring T_T But thank you very much to hsiaotien and lihui my studying days are made more fun muahaha! xDD And of course, Cherie for bringing us to her condo that day xD I would very much like to upload photos but Cher and Ht has most of them so OHWELL...
Alright shall end off here I have nothing much to say JIAYOU FOR EOYS EVERYBODY! :) 0 Comments
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Somewhere in this world you'll find someplace to be and someone to be with. But till that gift arrives at your door you're expected to go through a series of obstacles.
You might fall but you will get up. You might hurt yourself but time will heal the wounds you have. Afterall, there's no free gifts in the world. And the more obstacles you have,
the more you will learn to appreciate the gifts you have, and the little gifts you never knew you had. Enjoy life, its yours.
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And then you get tired.
C'me to think of it, maybe I should have done that.
Maybe one day I will stop caring and live life as I want it to be.
What if. 
Watched this today: 500 Days of Summer
Super cool picture 8-)