If only sometimes life could be made easier, and the only thing
tht would need to be done is if people cared more about each other and the world around us, we
wouldnt be surrounded by problems we need to solve when these problems are what we have created for ourselves.
I used to think knowing more things will make me feel smarter, or at the very least teach me about the things in life. But now I know, knowing lesser things actually gives yourself a better impression of the world. Because the more you know, the more you realise how ugly this world can actually be.
On the contrary, life
isnt that bad
afterall.
This post is reallyyyyy contradicting, and I have no time to organise my thoughts in a way all of you guys will understand,
I'm studying bio right now, you know.
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Gonna tune to channel 8 at 8pm sharp today to watch the chingay 'cause clairey boo performed (and the whole rvwushu team too in case you are still unaware)! Hoho :) Ok anyway I think my brother and I look more and more different each year, now everyone says we look like our individual parents (me, my mum and my brother, my dad). Hmm. This weekend is horrible, so many things to do! :( But its good 'cause it keeps me busy at least right! Next week's filled with tests, but it's all gonna be over real soon and then we wouldn't have much tests anymore so yes hurray. :) I want to go watch movie right after tests!
Slap me, I feel like changing my url and disappear from the surface of the earth. I think somehow I havent learn to take things easy, but I hope things would turn out better and everyday I am hoping.
Am going to start believing and trusting that everyday is a better day.
K back to living my life.
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I was talking to somebardy today and I was like "Gosh your life is so fruitful!" (cause apparently he goes for swims once in a while sailing w his friends, go shopping and eat good food, hang out and go for a swim w his buddies)
And he asked me "why?"
So I replied " 'Cause its like you go wherever you want, do whatever you wish and all that for a reason, life's so good for you!"
And he's like "Well I don't think that there is a reason for everything I do! Sometimes I just do it. And at a certain age you will just be able to afford to do that."
And then he said " Don't think so much, just enjoy every moment that you have. Life is either a daring adventure or nothing at all."
Gosh I have no idea why I think so much! I should just live every moment as it is and be happy, enjoy the last years I have before I turn 18 and make decisions way more important than those which I perceive as important right now.
Today highlights: Felicia's birthday celebration, Macs, Drag me to hell at yucheng's house
All in all I am MAD TIRED GRR! Haha while people are most probably enjoying outings out there I am going to prepare to bathe, eat dinner, watch an online movie, finish up homework(crosses fingers and hopefully i will), and have a good rest before cny officially starts the day after tomorrow? Ah whatever! EGGCITED.
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Haha I have no idea why but I find it so hard to understand, but I guess my mum is right. I will have to accept it no matter what why how. I dont know why I have to, but I just know I have to. Ironic yes?
Maybe someday I will grow numb to this kind of things, 'cause afterall it doesnt really matter right? Cause when i repeatedly ask myself this question I find myself searching for an answer that will never exist.
Sorry 'bout the lack of content.
I believe things happen for a reason.
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both at the same time in our lives.
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Because there's a feeling of lost and gain in every circumstance,
someone born and someone dead every single day,
an illness and a cure discovered,
smiles and tears in everyday of our lives.
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would you have made the right choice?
Many times I question myself if all these while I have made the wrong choices from the many options I have been given. A single
yes and
no would make such a huge difference, and did these choices turn out to be correct? Things keep changing and I have no idea what I can keep track of. Perhaps the memories and what I have cherished before, even if now I have lost it..
After going to the Rape of Nanking museum it really makes me feel that life is so fragile. Thousands of deaths and witnesses but some people can just turn their backs away and pretend that none of it has happened. It's weird to have such thoughts after the trip but really, what is the extent of inhumanity?
Oh yeah, sofia has left for australia :( Didnt went to send her off, sorry! I will really miss you a lot, i hope you have fun there and take care of yourself alright! Remember to visit us when you come back next year okay :D
Shanghai Trip Pictures:
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it felt as if the enemies ruled the world. Feels so vulnerable towards what we cant control. I feel kinda tired now. I think im blessed - dad just called to say the police found something that belongs to me, I think its my wallet, the one i lost last month :)
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" Do you ever get that feeling where you don’t want to talk to anybody? You don’t want to smile and you don’t want to fake being happy but at the same time you don’t know exactly what’s wrong either, there isn’t a way to explain it to someone who doesn’t already understand. If you could want anything in the world it would be to be alone. People have stopped being comforting and being alone never was. At least when you’re alone no one constantly asks you what’s wrong and there isn’t anyone who won’t take “I don’t know” for an answer. you feel the way you do just because. you hope the feeling will pass soon and that you will be able to be yourself again, but until then all you can do is wait. "
Well I do.
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C'me to think of it, maybe I should have done that.
Life's a bit tiring I guess. Sometimes rather meaningless. I can never please everyone, I know that, but why do I still try so hard to do so. My arm aches like mad right now, every little force I apply hurts my arm and I have no idea why, so weird. Feeling a lot more pms nowadays, but holidays are coming so I should be happy, yes no?
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Maybe one day I will stop caring and live life as I want it to be.
I WILL RULE THE WORLD!
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What if. I think I am just having serious pms, or something worse than that. Somedays I feel like I own the world and am really happy but somedays I feel so lousy I wanna bang onto the wall. Today's one of the many days I feel like banging into the wall. So many what ifs racing through my mind like crazy, I really dread everything that is going to happen and I pray they wont.
Other than that the previous days were the best: Ikea, vivo, chewy junior bugis, far east, kbox with sexayes. Numerous band meetings with the excos, and today spent time with kimberly. Life's great with people whom you love around you, I hope it stays the way it is.
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HAHAHAHA!
Hello I feel really really high right now probably because of the friendly handshake cheer me and hsiaotien thought of or maybe it is because I have got my homeworking mood back or maybe MAYBE because my mum said she will return all the library fines for me OR PERHAPS BECAUSE I HAVE HOT LIPS NOW MUAH MUAH MUAH ^^
No it is not a good thing to have my “hot lips”. Yes it is gross ttm! :"(
I think ranting about my life is like a hobby… Not that I am not contented, like pleazze of course I am happy with my friends parents sibling(s) cousins lalala but sometimes it gets really DOTZZ when your life is filled with boring textbooks and yes, more boring textbooks. Oh no wait, we don’t use textbooks now, we use worksheets and notes. Hm yes boring worksheets and notes!
That was an ugly and irritating chunk of words but they have not ended just yet.
Not that they are boring, they are VERYVERY informative (srsly no sacarsm I am a good student :”) but they suck our lively teenage spirits away man goshhhhh. At this age we shouldn’t be worrying about our future just yetttt. We still have loads to go through dudeeeeeeeeee, like having fun. FUN. We gotta have our F(avourite) U(nderwear) N(otebook) (HAHAHA I feel so lame) So yes my point is : how can we waste our teenage lives just like that?!
But then again it is really scary to think about your future and what you get are like peanuts in your brain, you know those very empty shells because you see no future I think that is what happens to me all of the time (well most of the time cause sometimes I see balloons ok not the point). (X – bad sentence structure)
CONTRADICTORY I KNOWW.
TRIPLE SIGHH (sighsighsigh). I don’t even know what I am good at! Ok that is really pathetic yknow. Some of you guys are good at drawing, some are good in piano, some are good in sports, some are good at dancing, some are good in studies, some are good at acting, I am good at nothing! –flashes smile-
(this post is starting to get emo…)
Thinking that eoys are coming and ending soon makes me happy yet sad at the same time because all of you know how fast holidays end and the next time I remember is me mugging for the holy exams once again again again.
If you think about it, the things we study for, for each major exam PSLE O’LVL A’LVL blahblah is all so different dang it why do we study so hard now tell me why?! I don’t know why I dislike studying so much now but I just do. :"(
MAYBE, just maybe it is not that bad.
Ok back to homework!
(HAHAHA sorry for the long windy crap post)
I wonder if you even get what I am trying to say.
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If you could choose to keep 4 friends in your life, who would you choose?
If you had to lose your memory forever, which moments would you want to remember?
When you find the answers to these questions, you will realise who is really important in your life. People you need, and not people you want. And that the things you want to remember are people who have been through the toughest times with you, and the little moments they share.
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both at the same time in our lives.
would you have made the right choice?
C'me to think of it, maybe I should have done that.
Maybe one day I will stop caring and live life as I want it to be.
What if. 
