I got the feeling back again - the satisfaction of performing on stage and how the practice have been all worth it. When I was playing the third piece, I was thinking "Wow it was gonna be over" and yes it is over, another performance.

Every time there is a performance it feels so different even though the people you are playing with might be the same. Maybe it's because of the different circumstance and for a different purpose, and every year it is different in a lot of ways I cant really describe.

Whatever it is, thank you for all the support for those who came and brought presents and every sms of yours! I'm terribly sorry to those who wasted their money ): Like the juniors, evan! (so sorry for the trouble), you and ahteng! Dui bu qi ah!

Whenever I type in band under the "labels for this post" it makes me wonder how much band has taken up in my life. But I know no matter what I have smiled, laughed, experienced a lot throughout all these years with all the bandsmen and Im so grateful of that.

Been kinda long since Ive typed so long for something but whateverrrrrrrrrrr im feeling weird nowadays. Sounds as if Im leaving for good though ._.

Keep feeling as if something has gotten over me and I can't get rid of it.
HELP IM TRAPPPPPEDDDD.

ARGH.

Somewhere in this world you'll find someplace to be and someone to be with. But till that gift arrives at your door you're expected to go through a series of obstacles. You might fall but you will get up. You might hurt yourself but time will heal the wounds you have. Afterall, there's no free gifts in the world. And the more obstacles you have, the more you will learn to appreciate the gifts you have, and the little gifts you never knew you had. Enjoy life, its yours.