This will pretty sum up my week so far.
1. Online movie spree.
She's the manI (L) Channing tatummmmm :) Reminds me of Shanghai trip ha!
A lot like loveNot bad I guess, but i still prefer 500 days of summer :D
2. Pizzazz Charity Concert
Went w yiting to support the event as well as ANewDay and Tze Chong haha. Got pretty excited cause most events had RVians and Tze Chong was awesome HAHA! LOL then had waffle supper with bella and yiting. Got home late.
3. Kbox w Alice
Haha Alice in wonderland was a good catch, but 3D glasses make my head spin around T.T thought the quality of the glasses are better at Shaw. Heehee. The graphics were awesome and the characters were really interesting.
3. Perfect Laptop and a crappy movie
Went to school in the morning to settle some band stuffs, notice board is almost done! :) After that went to meet yiting to fix my laptop (FINALLY OK) and now its perfectly alright with msn :) yeah! Thanks yiting for the company ^^ Afterwards went to meet Columbus at cityhall. Ate dinner and marina and caught Being Human. GOSH its crappy like madddd. totally not worth the watch. Previous movies were better! ):<
4. Band Camp (orientation yr 1)
Every year something changes. And this year's was planned by juniors, our turn to get to make the mixture, and more, goo.. Haha yeah. Good experience though, I learned a lot even though this time round I wasnt involved in the planning. Weird huh. Haha overall it was quite a success :)
5. Went out w Hsiaotien to get some stuff today.
Had to photocopy scores, finish up some homework and get the photos developed for my grandma. :) was pretty excited because the photos were cheap cheap! Am going to do some scrapbooking w pictures or some sort when im free. loves sch holidays specials HAHA!
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I got the feeling back again - the satisfaction of performing on stage and how the practice have been all worth it. When I was playing the third piece, I was thinking "Wow it was gonna be over" and yes it is over, another performance.
Every time there is a performance it feels so different even though the people you are playing with might be the same. Maybe it's because of the different circumstance and for a different purpose, and every year it is different in a lot of ways I cant really describe.
Whatever it is, thank you for all the support for those who came and brought presents and every sms of yours! I'm terribly sorry to those who wasted their money ): Like the juniors, evan! (so sorry for the trouble), you and ahteng! Dui bu qi ah!
Whenever I type in band under the "labels for this post" it makes me wonder how much band has taken up in my life. But I know no matter what I have smiled, laughed, experienced a lot throughout all these years with all the bandsmen and Im so grateful of that.
Been kinda long since Ive typed so long for something but whateverrrrrrrrrrr im feeling weird nowadays. Sounds as if Im leaving for good though ._.
Keep feeling as if something has gotten over me and I can't get rid of it.
HELP IM TRAPPPPPEDDDD.
ARGH.
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I keep retyping the same paragraph over and over again, deleting some things I shouldn’t say, pressing backspace because the words don’t seem to fit.
I don’t know what’s the right thing to say.
And I know everyone is going to read this.
Thank you 3E, Ms Ling, Huang Lao Shi, and all your smses as well as concerns. Thank you, I’m seriously touched, although it might not be something big enough for everyone to see, but big enough for me to feel. :D
(Have to, need to, must) Be brave and continue.
If I say I don’t feel a thing, I would be lying.
But I still hold onto the hopes left, and I still believe we can.
If I say I have gotten over it, I would still, be lying.
But it’s okay.
If I say I wasn’t angry at the start, then still I am lying.
But I am not angry anymore.
I’m not supposed to say I’m useless, not supposed to be discouraged – it’s not the correct thing to do or say, isn’t it?
My words came out in tears, and I realise what a stupid thing I have done. Crying over mistakes? Yeah, crying over split milk. Everyone understands that.
Everyone gives me a pat, tell me its okay, this is just a small one, we’ll do better. Deep down I know somehow,
there’s just more to that.HAHAHA I know you must be thinking “what the hell, seriously why she even cry lah, no big deal right?” And spamming “ -.- “ faces in your mind.
I am not strong, because my first reaction to the matter was wrong. And I am not strong, because I didn’t do what was expected of, and broke down in the end.
But I am not going to be weak. Face it, face it bravely.
No matter how much I am going to dread the next few days, no matter what, I will accept it.
On the positive side, this is the second wake up call we received this year.
And I’m sorry seniors, sorry teachers, sorry Ms Chan, sorry band.
Will update again tmr.
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