At this point of time I probably would need a good tumblr post and picture to describe how I feel, but I can't. And I don't even know what I am thinking right now, I dont need any assurance, I just want to know what I can do, how I can do it. 0 Comments
look into my eyes, tell me what you see.
Tuesday, March 30, 2010
LOLLLLL Am super amused by Carissa’s post! And hey hey you you! You took a picture with him GOSH HOW COULD YOU DO THAT?! Haha kidding LOL. :D I seriously wished I had green eyes or like blue eyes or anything for that matter except for… let’s say, BLACK. HAHA I am like complaining about being an Asian BUT NO I AM NOT. I just wish for that that’s all. I’m happy being short and blackish in all areas and having yellow skin w the weakest genes (I think). Next life Kimyee, next life!
Carissa's buddy was telling me something like, Jansport bags are something that you need to have over there in order to fit in (?) Something like tht. HOHOHO. LOLLL.
I wanna go up straight to her and tell her how beautiful she is, no matter how many bones she's missing in her face, 'cause what makes her so pretty is the courage she's got.
Am probably going to switch to tumblr. Hmm. The thought of transferring to another school is coming back to me again. But I know, there’s just so much I can’t let go in here.
Being cool isn't the thing anymore, being happy is.
“I’ve been thinking a lot lately about taking chances and how that’s really just about overcoming your fears. Because the truth is, every time you take a big risk in your life, no matter how it ends up, you’re always glad you took it.” — Scrubs (via julie911)
& I was telling Kimberly today that I hope everything can be worth it. *crosses fingers hard*
I love talking to my cousins, maybe because they are older and they understand things better, or maybe it's just because with them around everything seems a lot easier. You just know there's someone who cares at the end of the day. The sad thing's that days with them are getting much shorter. V random, but you do know what I'm talking about :)
Time to move on. Once you tell yourself this, it means you are ready to let go and walk on, even if its with your bare feet. And I'm telling myself that. It will just be me, myself and I from now on but I won't die, won't die inside.
Day and night I think I'm tired I feel like I am tired
but sometimes I really just stare in front of my com until i get so exhausted hoping that once I fall onto my bed I sleep at once
so that i wouldnt take a million seconds to ponder about things i can't handle worry about what i need to do thinking about what the next day has in stored
She's the man I (L) Channing tatummmmm :) Reminds me of Shanghai trip ha!
A lot like love Not bad I guess, but i still prefer 500 days of summer :D
2. Pizzazz Charity Concert
Went w yiting to support the event as well as ANewDay and Tze Chong haha. Got pretty excited cause most events had RVians and Tze Chong was awesome HAHA! LOL then had waffle supper with bella and yiting. Got home late.
3. Kbox w Alice
Haha Alice in wonderland was a good catch, but 3D glasses make my head spin around T.T thought the quality of the glasses are better at Shaw. Heehee. The graphics were awesome and the characters were really interesting.
3. Perfect Laptop and a crappy movie
Went to school in the morning to settle some band stuffs, notice board is almost done! :) After that went to meet yiting to fix my laptop (FINALLY OK) and now its perfectly alright with msn :) yeah! Thanks yiting for the company ^^ Afterwards went to meet Columbus at cityhall. Ate dinner and marina and caught Being Human. GOSH its crappy like madddd. totally not worth the watch. Previous movies were better! ):<
4. Band Camp (orientation yr 1)
Every year something changes. And this year's was planned by juniors, our turn to get to make the mixture, and more, goo.. Haha yeah. Good experience though, I learned a lot even though this time round I wasnt involved in the planning. Weird huh. Haha overall it was quite a success :)
5. Went out w Hsiaotien to get some stuff today. Had to photocopy scores, finish up some homework and get the photos developed for my grandma. :) was pretty excited because the photos were cheap cheap! Am going to do some scrapbooking w pictures or some sort when im free. loves sch holidays specials HAHA!
Suddenly occurred to me that whatever I'm doing right now is just running away and away from the problems that I should face.
Though I know that somehow sometime I have to face it. 0 Comments
back to the same ol' days,
Saturday, March 13, 2010
Where everything seems to be alright w you guys by my side.
I feel a sudden gush of nostalgic. Hm, ytd wasn't exactly a very good day, a lot of things suddenly came pouring out and I was like really sick and tired of hearing the same old things. And then I ranted to bryan for a shortwhile He kept quiet and he said "It's okay luh Kimyee, you are not the only one." It made a lot of sense.
But it wasnt the only thing that was making me feel this way I guess. Ytd I talked to Andrew gor again, and yeah, he said a lot of things that made a lot of sense, once again. I know I can't continue to drag this on further.
Wtv it is, I will pull through it. March holidays! Ha.
Oh and I finally caught my first movie after so long, Valentine's Day! Loads of salty popcorn and wrinkled lips and talking and finger twister on iphone LOL! Haha took so long to figure out the game lah. Anw I think the movie is really quite nice! : )
I feel really terrible now, and to think I thought I could smile through all this. I have absolutely no idea on what I should do right now. 0 Comments
welcome
Somewhere in this world you'll find someplace to be and someone to be with. But till that gift arrives at your door you're expected to go through a series of obstacles.
You might fall but you will get up. You might hurt yourself but time will heal the wounds you have. Afterall, there's no free gifts in the world. And the more obstacles you have,
the more you will learn to appreciate the gifts you have, and the little gifts you never knew you had. Enjoy life, its yours.
Kimyee
kenicko_dreamz@hotmail, 16 & going. ♥ patrick star & chocolates with raisins.
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