If you could choose to keep 4 friends in your life, who would you choose?
If you had to lose your memory forever, which moments would you want to remember?

When you find the answers to these questions, you will realise who is really important in your life. People you need, and not people you want. And that the things you want to remember are people who have been through the toughest times with you, and the little moments they share.

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I remember this convo with Hsiaotien once.

I was queuing up to buy drinks from stall 3.
-helps the uncle to rearrange the bottles of drinks-
Uncle : Xie xie ni ah!
-smiles back-

-hops over to hsiaotien-
Kimyee: EH! SEE! I such a nice uncle!
Hsiaotien: HUUUUUUUHHHHH???? LOLOLOL NICE UNCLE HAHAHA KIMYEE NICE UNCLE HAHAHAHA!
Kimyee: SHIT i tried to squeeze all my words in one sentence and it became like tht LOL

and we started laughing like mad. LOL.

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I couldnt find anything else to say.


The Best Godbrother.


And his 21st Birthday Bash.

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Ytd concert was coolio! Haha I think Amanda and her sister are both talent-full (talented), seriously! Hahaha ^^ Ah yes the popping and bboying and break dancing was super cool like seriously omg and EXDee’s lead singer is cute! (I see yiting nodding her head) LOL. And the dances were very cool too. Ok I know I cant help but use the word cool (“: It is nice to see a whole lot of performers performing for the sake of charity :D

Singaporeans have a kind heart, except the person who took my wallet. SCREW YOU. ):<

I WAS ACTUALLY CRYING INSIDE. :(

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This was on a very random yet not really that random thursday.

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WAHLAO TAN KIM YEE CAN YOU PLEASE SLAP YOURSELF RIGHT LEFT UP DOWN INSIDE OUT FOR LOSING YOUR FRIGGING LONG WALLET WHEN IT IS SO HUGE AND SO VALUABLE (yes it is ok if you rlly do know ow much cash i have inside and everything). GRRRRR.

And next I dropped my mechanic pencil into the drain outside the performing arts room. you know how valuable it is?!?! Ever since Ive lost my pencil case, I bought tht new one and now it ended up in the drain after less than a month. WOW GOOD JOB KIMYEE. AND I STILL HAVE NO FRIGGING IDEA HOW THE HELL I LOST MY PENCIL CASE!

SRSLY I WANNA PUNCH MYSELF HARD.

ok i need more time to forgive myself and then I will post about the cool inspire concert and tht random thursday and maybe a lot more things but whatever i think i suck now good job. )":

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Whenever your thoughts should cross me, I shall hope that they are good ones
As it only feels so unfair to you that just the ‘simple’ signs of living life should be such a struggle

/olivespoir


I feel so overwhelmed by many thoughts plus feelings all mixed up together sudd! :O

I don’t understand why when we set our hearts to do something, we must always be affected by so many other sort of reasons. Being ourselves is so hard. We hate being judged by people, we don’t want to, but at the same time we can’t control what people think about us.

I heard this quote once, and it says “on the other hand, when one more person hates you, you have to please one less person” How true isn’t it. But then again who wants to be hated? It sucks to have people talking behind your back like nobody’s business. But it’s not like nobody does that.

You can wear your favourite dress on your favourite occasion, wear your favourite type of hat, say real stuffs, laugh real hard at dumb stuffs you honestly think is funny – Or simply enough, be yourself.

But it’s not like everyone can accept it. It’s not like everybody wants to hear the truth. Yeah sure they do say they want the truth, but nothing ever goes like that. Everyone wants to be the most perfect. I want to be perfect too.

I want to grow up dreaming big dreams, realising these big dreams, paint my house purple(yes I do want that), go shopping all around the world, go to Nepal, South Africa, Afghanistan, teach the girls self defence and donate huge sums of money to them, sue all those frigging brothels, force all the “good” cops to be REAL GOOD.

Gosh I can never forget the book I’ve read one sunny Sunday in the library. I took 20minutes to finish that book and by the time I put it back onto the shelf, I felt like flying to Nepal and slapping all the heartless people.

Sometimes we try so hard to be somebody that we forget who we were used to be.

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I am maybe, deceived by the facts around me and definitely, confused by what is going on. There seem to be so many impressions of you I don’t get, so many things I don’t understand. I wish I could know.

Blog hopping makes me post such posts. ):<

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Blog hopping today also made me feel that being imperfect is just a way of life.
(yes I am that free cause I have no homework that I remember! Maybe I choose to forget, hm.)

I don’t have great values and a 100% kind heart. Neither am I a hero, a superhero.
I do lust for riches and beauty. I cry when I am sad and I laugh when I am happy. I get pissed off when I am pissed and scold when I get angry. I rant to people about stuffs I am unhappy or am scared of. I regret the things I do after a minute or an hour, a day or a week. Sometimes I make a mistake and I don’t realise it. Sometimes I pms at my friends and after that I feel really bad, sorry!

Your turn, name out your imperfections. And I can say, I have a lot more.
But it doesn’t stop defining who we really are, it never would.

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Was having CID today, and blasting music from my phone on the grandstand, singing like it’s our home. Well for that period it probably was. So anyway, we were somehow talking about American’s lives, and I was wondering, GOSH IF ONLY I WAS AN AMERICAN… Singapore is cool, definitely, with the safe and clean environment,

But Americans, their lives. Although it may be that scary to just walk into the school and be judged by your hair, skin colour, looks, fashion sense, but their school life is awesome. If only you were popular there, that is… your school life would be awezzome. If not, well.

Non-stop parties and such freedom they enjoy.

Then again maybe I don’t mind staying as it is now.

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To end off this very long windy boring post,
I feel like saying and I wanna say
Jiayou to all my dearest Klarinutzzzzz (":
For my year ones to my year twos to my year threes.

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We may linger on for longer at the forefront of thought and memory,
Thinking that this feeling will subside in time, as if it sounds almost meditative
-olivespoir/


Yup, so blogger screwed itself once again! *claps* now I miss livejournal BUT no I am not fickle minded and you know actually I have a tumblr account HAHA but it is very screwed on my com so yeah too bad for me. And I know you must be wondering why everyth seems to be so screwed on my com.

Oh I just rmb! I broke my fourth science apparatus on Friday! O_o say hello to corrective work order. )":

Ytd nco course was cool! We had free massage HAHAAH. Yuhua bandsmen are nice people, I know I have said it many times.. ^^

I have inspiration to blog. xD
Sometimes it sucks to have a public blog cause you know everybody will be reading it and you wonder how they will think of you and blah. So you blog what they wanna see, you blog ‘correctly’. Ironic isn’t it? Sighsighsigh.

We can always put in a 100% effort to help, but if those we are helping chooses to put in 0% effort to help themselves, then the 100% effort we have put in will be gone down into the drain. It always happens like this.
And then you ask yourselves, is it even worth it?

Worth it, what is exactly worth it anyway. Is living in this world worth it? Spending 80 years of your life living when you know that in the end you will still die? Is that, worth it? Doing things when people don’t exactly appreciate it, is that worth it?

I guess at the very least, we try to help. At the very least, we did something. We won’t regret doing all these, ‘cause we know, at least when we look back in the past next time, we can smile and tell ourselves we did something, even if we failed.

I wonder if it has made a difference to you at all, really.
But I guess it is alright, I know I have tried and I will continue to try.

You dont need to hide yourself, you dont need to always do the correct thing.
'Cause right in the end you choose the way you wanna be.

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the night is darkest just before the dawn.
and i promise you, the dawn is coming.


HELLO WORLD ^^ Boring update!

I have such a sad post on national day although it really turned out to be fine. At least for everyone too! Of course, have I mentioned that I REALLY LOVE SINGAPORE? heh. And so, being patriotic^^, I went out with hsiaotien to watch the fireworks at padang and said the pledge at 8:22pm! (LOL)
Lihui and cherie couldnt go in the end but there's gonna be so much more fireworks to come :")

Omgosh I miss the 4days break alrdy :"(

School has been ok recently, I mean, how not ok or ok can it be? Okay that sentence sounded super weird. CID was fun again, (rmb our bet hor ftffc!) with shimin's usual thickskinning, cherie and hsiaotien's usual GL-ing. AND I LOOK FORWARD TO FLOORBALL SESSIONS W 3E GIRLS LOL.

Tests suck major big time. Like anyone wouldnt agree. I just got back a few tests papers and oh! I am having another test next week! Teehee! Ok that was kinda stupid.

When i get out of school, I swear I wont use my brain for at least 5 years!! (as in use my brain in solving trigo and solving identities or staring at moments and forces, wondering why it happened that way)

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whoa. my mum is screaming at my brother and my brother is screaming back.

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I keep retyping the same paragraph over and over again, deleting some things I shouldn’t say, pressing backspace because the words don’t seem to fit.
I don’t know what’s the right thing to say.

And I know everyone is going to read this.

Thank you 3E, Ms Ling, Huang Lao Shi, and all your smses as well as concerns. Thank you, I’m seriously touched, although it might not be something big enough for everyone to see, but big enough for me to feel. :D

(Have to, need to, must) Be brave and continue.

If I say I don’t feel a thing, I would be lying.
But I still hold onto the hopes left, and I still believe we can.

If I say I have gotten over it, I would still, be lying.
But it’s okay.

If I say I wasn’t angry at the start, then still I am lying.
But I am not angry anymore.

I’m not supposed to say I’m useless, not supposed to be discouraged – it’s not the correct thing to do or say, isn’t it?

My words came out in tears, and I realise what a stupid thing I have done. Crying over mistakes? Yeah, crying over split milk. Everyone understands that. Everyone gives me a pat, tell me its okay, this is just a small one, we’ll do better.
Deep down I know somehow, there’s just more to that.

HAHAHA I know you must be thinking “what the hell, seriously why she even cry lah, no big deal right?” And spamming “ -.- “ faces in your mind.

I am not strong, because my first reaction to the matter was wrong. And I am not strong, because I didn’t do what was expected of, and broke down in the end.

But I am not going to be weak. Face it, face it bravely.
No matter how much I am going to dread the next few days, no matter what, I will accept it.

On the positive side, this is the second wake up call we received this year.
And I’m sorry seniors, sorry teachers, sorry Ms Chan, sorry band.

Will update again tmr.

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TEEHEE! “Our topics all suck today eh!”
But nevertheless it lasted for 2 hours ^^
Piggy faces and melting due to the hot... *coughs* weather = interesting bus trip (Y)

Sometimes we come from different backgrounds, and so we think differently about the same thing. Because we enjoy what we used to have in the past, we dislike changes and the future. And maybe because we hate what we used to have, we love the changes and the future, ‘cause then everyday would seem like a new beginning. Will we learn to accept the change and the difference, and try to let go? Will we learn to treasure each moment of our past?
Dang, do I even make sense?

I guess we are so hard to understand.
And I hope things will change for the better.

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Life is ten percent of what happens and ninety percent of how you react to it.

I told myself I was going to sleep for 30minutes after rushing (guessing) through the ICAS maths test, but I ended up… trying to figure out the last question and typing on my calculator like a sweating pig. Ok the sentence doesn’t match but I’m trying to say that the weather is frigging hot ):< argh.

Anyway I sound like a kid, do I? o.o
Just yesterday I received a call from a lady and she was blabbering about coming over to Singapore to set up some business (some resort thingy – like Singapore has anymore available land to do that! I think.) So she wanted to conduct a survey blahblah and then she asked “So what do you think about Singapore’s weather?”
And I finally spoke after 3 min of her blabbering. “Er. Hot?” And she said “Oh! You are a kid? Then its alright byebye.”

I felt like smashing the phone because I was already being so nice that I waited 3min before I even spoke. And I answered her question! Anw I think she is a scam (like obviously!)

I am so random .__.

Oh, my hotmail just screwed itself, everything is so out of place I cant send out emails and I need to reply a CIP email urgently. Ah, good job!

This week flies, honestly!

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