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its like whut? 8 more days.
Sunday, December 27, 2009

X'mas eve, x'mas, day after x'mas was great 8-) Im lazy to update more, so yeahhh. Im left with chemistry, little bits of physics, math and chinese HAHA that's kinda like more or less everything? MATH, gosh. Typing it already makes me sick. Hm. Im currently staring at the chem worksheet and wondering what are those words.

I am so not excited for the whole new year and honestly i wonder why.

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full of crap,

AH WHY DO I FEEL THAT WAY GOSH. ):<

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Untitled.
Saturday, December 26, 2009

I was browsing through the net one day and then I chanced upon Xiaxue's blog and I'm like super frigging amazed by her awesome love story. FAIRY TALES DO HAPPEN AFTERALL!
You should go catch it even if you aint a fan of her blog because it's so hard to believe dude!

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we had no reason to fight,
Wednesday, December 23, 2009

Ytd:
Kbox was too ex like wth 29bux?! They can jolly well go rob the bank like srsly!! So we went to ktv instead. We thought ktv were like for aunties and hokkien songs but we were wrong and their charges were more reasonable. So like always we started spamming the song list and screaming over the mikes. Overall it was fun and we were left with about like, say, 4 pages of songs! Plus for every song we eject after each chorus so we tried our best to save time alrdy HAHAHA sounds so auntie-ish but whtevrrrr.
Tday:
Mini x mini x mini class outing today, only like 6 of us went cause most of them had stuffs on. Nevertheless it was interesting. Ate at some Chinese restaurant (Y) food, and then waited for the movie AVATAR. gosh its an awesome movie you all really should go and catch it! Haha me and ahteng were so excited during the fighting scenes lmao!
Then i created a tribe for the four of us.
I am MIYATAWA. (I keep telling them it sounds so pro and they dont think so!!!! WHYYY!)
Yiting is TENGASU.
Tseyin is YINYAGOO.
Claire is BOOYAGINI. (yeah and it does sounds like lamborgini(?))

I think my tribe name is the best (Y).
My favourite line from the movie "Aint that a bitch?"

No wonder they spent 13 years for this movie, it is great indeed. Sounds like some saint movie rightttt but really k its a good show. WHY ZHANG YONG SAY ITS BORING :(

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You need to speak to yourself sometimes,

tell yourself you'll shine, you gotta be strong, you'll be okay.

sometimes its just so hard to do tht.

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I did less than what I could do,
Monday, December 21, 2009


Maybe I could have done more than that.
If I tried a bit harder.
But why am I making excuses with "maybe" and "if"s?

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Something's burning way too long,

I think hes hot.

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“Perhaps there is more understanding and beauty in life

when the glaring sunlight is softened by the patterns of shadows. Perhaps there is more depth in a relationship that has weathered some storms. Experience that never disappoints or saddens or stirs up feeling is a bland experience with little challenge or variation of color. Perhaps it’s when we experience confidence and faith and hope that we see materialize before our eyes this builds up within us a feeling of inner strength, courage, and security. We are all personalities that grow and develop as a result of our experiences, relationships, thoughts, and emotions. We are the sum total of all the parts that go into the making of a life.”


Virginia M. Axline

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Maybe some people have left,

but even though they dont stay in our lives,
they will stay in our hearts.

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FF - Food Face

Why are you staring at me?!

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Maybe sometimes we've lost ourselves,


because we've put on a mask for too long.

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things that gave you a smile,
Sunday, December 20, 2009

I got the feeling back again - the satisfaction of performing on stage and how the practice have been all worth it. When I was playing the third piece, I was thinking "Wow it was gonna be over" and yes it is over, another performance.

Every time there is a performance it feels so different even though the people you are playing with might be the same. Maybe it's because of the different circumstance and for a different purpose, and every year it is different in a lot of ways I cant really describe.

Whatever it is, thank you for all the support for those who came and brought presents and every sms of yours! I'm terribly sorry to those who wasted their money ): Like the juniors, evan! (so sorry for the trouble), you and ahteng! Dui bu qi ah!

Whenever I type in band under the "labels for this post" it makes me wonder how much band has taken up in my life. But I know no matter what I have smiled, laughed, experienced a lot throughout all these years with all the bandsmen and Im so grateful of that.

Been kinda long since Ive typed so long for something but whateverrrrrrrrrrr im feeling weird nowadays. Sounds as if Im leaving for good though ._.
Keep feeling as if something has gotten over me and I can't get rid of it.
HELP IM TRAPPPPPEDDDD.

ARGH.

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feeling low as ever,
Saturday, December 19, 2009

I feel like typing in short chunks of random sentences and so I shall.
Ytd I was the man of the house, i fixed the leaking water pipe. (Y) Cip was awesome ytd although it was short, because there were so many cute children and my xiao shuai ge ^^ though hes super mean T.T And kids were showing off their balloons tsktsk. I wanted the spongebob one but it wasnt patrick so well. Hooooot. Tomorrow is the concert alrdy, and my lips are cracking and swelling up. I hope this sacrifice is worth it, and I hope I do not/MUST not squeak *crosses fingers*!

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Wednesday, December 16, 2009


He said to post the 2nd picture cause among all he looks best in it.

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we all thought it would turn out fine,

but we were wrong.

My laptop is back finally! Everything works perfectly fine now I am so gladddddddddd. But windows live sucks because apparently i tried downloading it but failed so kudos to ebuddy! (Y) Dont care, I am going to try until it works hahah.

This week's filled with band, from monday's unpacking to yesterday full band practice and tmr's one as well, and finally Sunday's Yuhua concert goshhhhh. Other than that life's been pretty much normal hm I guess.

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used to feel that way,
Monday, December 14, 2009


used to think that i could understand,
used to laugh like i own the world,

used to.

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the things that brings people closer
Friday, December 11, 2009

(time, space)

are the things that make people grow distant.

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stuck in between

(via papertissue)

the feeling of dreaming and awaking

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let's go home



(via papertissue)

being happy was never an issue to begin with

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Just my luck,
Wednesday, December 9, 2009






HSIAOTIEN, THIS IS TO YOU:
DOUGIE OWNZXZXZX.

:)

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Tuesday, December 8, 2009

(via papertissue)


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Guo Cong Min Fan Club

Someone searched "guo cong min" and landed on my blog HAHAHAHA.

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Another Santa.

Santa, I wanna learn how to cycle! :(

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Materialistic wish.

Santa, I want a room like this and a built in closet with many clothes~


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ARRR.


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OH DUDE, SO WHAT?

(via sugarspun) - FRIGGING CUTE PLZ.

Maybe its time something happens.

RV's getting a new principal, I guess most of us knows about it now. And everyone is saying how much we miss ms ek because we've heard somewhere or from somebody that the new guy principal is much worse than we thought. And I used to hear many complaints about ms ek, i used to do that too.
Hm.

Ytd was out with yiting, hmph you lucky girl! HAHA. We can cancel one or two things off our list now ahteng! :D And then was dinner with the mafias. HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY YILIN :) Lazy to update details, but the mafias are a bunch of nice people, hope we'll have another outing whoowhee!

Shopping w ahteng:









My bro keeps telling me this: ITS NEVER TOO LATE TO BELIEVE IN SANTA!

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Movies
Sunday, December 6, 2009

Movies seen these 2 weeks:

Sex In the City - 3.5 stars, typical teenage romance kind of show
My Sister's Keeper - 4 stars, TOUCHING LIKE MAD ):
Ugly Truth - 3.5 stars, haha really funny xD
New Moon - 3.5 stars, much better than twilight!
2012 - 3.5 stars, feel quite depressed..
My girlfriend is a secret agent - 4 stars, very nice!

Yay im going to continue watching movies online. Probably re-watch some movies as well.
I am not that bored I just happen to have time :)
Need to practise clarinet, do homework (really?), pack my room and read the new books ive got.

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the best things we see,

(via papertissue)

can never be captured with a camera.
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Life is really packed right now, every single day seem to pass really fast. After a few tomorrows and we're back to school, the thought of it really makes me go RAH. IMMA FIXING MY LAPTOP SOON (like finally after using ebuddy for the longest time everrrr). Everytime I look at hsiaotien's com she will say "its been long since you've seen this type of screen right?" LOL.

After a meaningful talk with Sebastian yesterday it makes me feel PHEW and sorta happy.
LIFE, HERE I COME! Haha sounds so weird o_o

My grandmother took a durian puff and said "Do I have to dip this into chilli?"
and I LMAO-ed for very long.

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it is weird how we can be happy and sad,

both at the same time in our lives.
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Because there's a feeling of lost and gain in every circumstance,
someone born and someone dead every single day,
an illness and a cure discovered,
smiles and tears in everyday of our lives.

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Untitled.
Saturday, December 5, 2009


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if you knew what happiness was,


Think again.

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“ Only once in your life, I truly believe,

... you'll find someone who can completely turn your world around. You tell them things that you’ve never shared with another soul and they absorb everything you say and actually want to hear more. You share hopes for the future, dreams that will never come true, goals that were never achieved and the many disappointments life has thrown at you. When something wonderful happens, you can’t wait to tell them about it, knowing they will share in your excitement.
Never do they hurt your feelings or make you feel like you are not good enough, but rather they build you up and show you the things about yourself that make you special and even beautiful. You find strength in knowing you have a true friend and possibly a soul mate who will remain loyal to the end. Life seems completely different, exciting and worthwhile. Your only hope and security is in knowing that they are a part of your life. ”

Bob Marley (via quote-book)

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You heard a gun shot at night,

Ashleykband (via deviantart)

On the eleventh hour of our summer time.

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if you were given options,
Friday, December 4, 2009


would you have made the right choice?

Many times I question myself if all these while I have made the wrong choices from the many options I have been given. A single yes and no would make such a huge difference, and did these choices turn out to be correct? Things keep changing and I have no idea what I can keep track of. Perhaps the memories and what I have cherished before, even if now I have lost it..


After going to the Rape of Nanking museum it really makes me feel that life is so fragile. Thousands of deaths and witnesses but some people can just turn their backs away and pretend that none of it has happened. It's weird to have such thoughts after the trip but really, what is the extent of inhumanity?

Oh yeah, sofia has left for australia :( Didnt went to send her off, sorry! I will really miss you a lot, i hope you have fun there and take care of yourself alright! Remember to visit us when you come back next year okay :D

Shanghai Trip Pictures:










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how do you save yourself,
Thursday, December 3, 2009

from being less selfish?

Hellooooo world!

I am finally updating though I honestly have no idea where I should begin with. Am back from shanghai finally, and really it was a great trip. There's so much to share and so much to say, but I guess I'll let the pictures do the talking next time yeah. MAFIAS FTW! Haha I really need to thank the mafias for taking real good care of me, if not I would really feel extra and out of place during the trip. And my dearest room mate kimberly peh! :)

Gonna make full use of this 2 weeks and have an awesome time hanging out before there will be tons of band practices :) I have a long list of holidays wishes yet to complete so yeaaah.

and i just wanna say,
i love all my friends and family
just because they are who they are,
and they are there for me, and they gave me all the great memories and help i need
For all that I appreciate them. A lot.

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welcome


Somewhere in this world you'll find someplace to be and someone to be with. But till that gift arrives at your door you're expected to go through a series of obstacles. You might fall but you will get up. You might hurt yourself but time will heal the wounds you have. Afterall, there's no free gifts in the world. And the more obstacles you have, the more you will learn to appreciate the gifts you have, and the little gifts you never knew you had. Enjoy life, its yours.